The past two days in particular, I’ve been struggling a lot with how I’m perceiving things.
I’m trying to be more aware of what I’m observing and then what I make that mean. In particular, I’m trying to improve at differentiating those two things.
The past two days, I’ve found myself in this odd position. I perceive or remember things that support some conclusion, and then I’ll perceive or remember things that support the opposite conclusion.
I mean, maybe I should see this as progress because I’m tuning in to where I’m adding meaning and how little I really know.
But at the same time, it leaves me feeling very ungrounded. Today has been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster for me.